June 24, 2007

حس بدبختي

I bought chocolate.
I rented a house.
I lit 666 candles.
I dressed up in my Gothics.
I filled the bath with water.
I burned all the photos.
I dialed the numbers.
I heard their laughs.
I died.

Chocolate all over me.
Smoke in the bathroom.
Smell of leather n wax.
White coldness on the walls.
Ashes floating on water.
Beep Beep Beep.
Boiling tears upon my freezing cheeks.
I know you are near.